My Migraine – A Report From the
Recovery Room
by Jessi
If there’s one thing on this
planet that drives me batty, yes BATTY, it’s people who consistently claim that
they have a migraine headache. After a
night of drinking and puking, “I have a migraine”, after going 18 hours in the
heat with no water, “I have a migraine”, after watching The Burbs, “I have a
migraine”. YOU DON’T. OK?
I always ask these people, “Oh man, how long have you had them? What medication do you take? When were you (and read the next part
carefully) DIAGNOSED WITH MIGRAINE HEADACHES?”
They invariably say, “OH, I wasn’t ever diagnosed PER SE, but I know that’s what this is.” And usually, it’s the per se that gets
me. So, for once and FOR ALL…I would
like to give you a detailed description of my annual, diagnosed migraine
headache. I don’t take Imitrex or any
other migraine medication because these headaches only come once a year…so I
just suffer through them like a good girl, just like the doctor says to.
It began at 10:00 on a sunny fall
morning in Chicago -- a piercing, ice pick-ish pain behind and above my right
eye, taking over the right side of my head completely by three o’clock, causing
every sound out of the radio, every ring of the phone, every breath of my
assistant to irritate and torture me to the point of tears. I tried my best to drink 32 ounces of water,
to eat a healthy lunch, but it did no good.
The MIGRAINE had started, and there was no turning back. It nearly blinded me by five o’clock, when I
got home and was able to take 800 mgs of Motrin…and let me say this about
Motrin…FUCK IT. It doesn’t work a third
as well as Advil, but in the interest of saving a few bucks I had skimped on
quality. I won’t do it again. Anyway…I took my Motrin and cuddled up with
my dog and blanket on the floor, laying face down on a pillow to apply pressure
to the front of my head. At about 7:30
I realized that it wasn’t getting any better, and began pressing the heels of
my hands into my eye sockets until I saw sparkles. The pressure felt good.
My right eye was watering, and my head felt like it was about 45
pounds. Suddenly I was dizzy and
nauseous and had to stand in the bathroom for fear that I was going to
puke. I did this three or four times
all night. Walking down the hall of my
apartment was like climbing the last five steps of an Aztec temple in 99%
humidity. 8:00. I turned the lights off, the television off,
and went and took a hot bath in the dark.
That didn’t help either. At this
point, it felt like someone was holding my head still and driving their two
boniest knuckles into my right eyebrow with a slow, grinding motion. I took two more Motrins and went to my room,
where I tied a black knee sock around my eyes as TIGHTLY AS I COULD STAND, for
two reasons. The pressure, and the
darkness. Then I curled up small under
the covers and tried to sleep. No dice. 8:45.
I got up and made some very strong caffeinated tea, which will constrict
your blood flow to the head. After one
more bout with the nausea, I went to bed.
2:00 am, remember that tea? I
had to just lay there and stare at ceiling, wide awake, the migraine fading,
knowing the worst was over, but knowing I’d be exhausted today.
And I am.
So next time you come up to me
and plead for sympathy for your migraine headache, you’d better be ready with
the rock solid proof and a note from your doctor, or I’m going to knock your
sorry ass tension headache into next week.
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